Sunday, April 26, 2009 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
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::I wished I could feel you right down to the deep pockets of your heart. Sticks and stones may break your bonesbut heartbreaks cut deeper
NW i POSTED twice FOR TODAY
Wokeup 1.30pm N got up afta feel vibrate of ma fon
BF MSG "bby da bgn blm"
Rest at home Not yet fully recovered gettin worst i guex
pamper maself wit hot tea
Itx getx rather temptin nt to smoke. So i smoked a stick today, trying to convince myself not to smoke anymore until i get better

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5:34 PM

zzzzzzZZzz

Had small quarrel wit bf n we finaLLy tok otp n settled ard 4 ++ we put down e fon bf wana finished up his las game n ask him to slip suun,,im stil awake find hardtymex to slip.

body started to feel uncomfortable n sticky...cnt hold on to it any longer

first sunday in ages had mawnin shower twice in between 6+am n 9 ++ am

N another irritatin partx is therx free flow of ma watery flu e the amount of soggy tissues by my bed side start to grow, my nose turns redder by the minute..Ma Coughin syrup finished duuhh..

Nw oread 10**+ Im goin to chnge into sum comfy boxerx n head to dream land


Ciao


lazy to rotate... e amount of ma soggy tissues










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10:28 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Terbangon!

Sudden wokeup early Mawnin..
my body feels rather limp. I had a string of nightmares and I woke up bearing sweat on the face even though the fan is switch on to e highest level
e weather is fcukin humid
n addin up ma body temperature is getin warmer
drank plenty gulp of warm water ma throat itchy n dry
n ate a tablespoon of coughin syrup
rub ma neck wit vickx.
abit relief nw
mitin boifey at hougang layta on ard 6:30pm...k till here bec to lala land..doze off..ciao..

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8:25 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
sICkkk =(

This aftanun wokeup freakin late


itx alread 4pm..


Minor fever Non fCukin stop coughin flu sorethroat


chec ma fon..yeyeh finally bf msg me....-=D

he ask me to haf alot of rest etc

tnx fer e concern dearest

He also SICK pity him haix


Nutin mch 2dae rest e whole dae rot on ma bed....





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Monday, April 20, 2009 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Terribly Sad Day


Boifey gon for his atec 4 daex ' gONA fcukin miss eu dear

tutor ma rascal kuzzinx fer 2 hrx
*headpain**
.
nw is already 12++++ am im fcukin bored nw.....
im fuckin frustrated....
im dumbfounded at maself
trim ma eyebrowx n done
ma brain was abt to burst out
too fcukin cramp inside ma thick skull
hw i wish talk wit bf otp in e middle of e nyte but sadly he inside e jungle right nw


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Sunday, April 19, 2009 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Pretty fyne fun day

Wokeup not too long ago

still im super tired ma tightx r gonna burst(frm all e fatnex)..

lyke real haa......

fri went dxo to chill n drank n sat went dxo again n head to 1st timer lame club so-called "chilliex"

wit my boifey, gf yaya n bf matex their wifey n bla bla bla.....

had awesome day wit em laughin all outx n gr8.......

ma throatx strtx hurtin mayb bcx of unhealthy saitanic drinkx n big numerous of smoke smoke smoke.........




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