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itx been long tyme ass i didnt update ma blog..urrgghh...life bin gettin stressful.......alot of thingx bin clouded inside my thick skull n
i guex itx alread overpolluted cx ma brain is numb ryte nw,,,,however, desperately i nid a job...i wana get a job by yr 2010.. my ambition wana to bcum a makeup artist..i got interest n diploma cert in tat..if possible i dnt want to work as ratail fashion boutiquex itx fcukin sickenin..ma dad hav bin werkin hard throwin out notes fer my course fees..i jux dont want to disapoint em...i love em reali alot...i rili feel bad.........
ive got no confidence inside my heart to join e cosmeticx environment....i need to learn more.........
i nid to earn money to cover up for my ownself,,giv ma mum $$$ for her needs...........n i wana save up fo ma future i wan to marry ????? one day i nid at least a stable job..........oh God please fulfill my wish...pls gimme more nerves n burn up my nervouse frm publicity so tat im bold enuf to get on wit my ambition...pls...........ive been too much indulge wit my daydreamx.... but i wish it wont decay n fulfill it one day...
hmm aniway..in 2 weekx tyme im turnin up 1 yr older...yeyeh if im forever21..itx fcukin cool on earth...yg laen tue..aku mseh mude kan bgos..haa...bf jealous tat i still luk cuter than him..
12th dec zoukout??..im goin wit bf n frenxx................getx freakout cx ma skin doenxt luuk tan lyke bfo....my skin will luk yuckx on tt day ahh nemid jx fcuk it...im no more beach babes durin ma sch dayx..bf lazy to accompany me to pantai*winkxx*............
SOPHISTICATE!
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